i don't know. everything feels so wierd when i'm sick and i feel strangely independent skipping school and walking and i just want to be an actress and i just want my life to work out well and have never ending euphoria but everything and everyone is so shallow and silly and i'm so moody and grumpy and sick and hypocritical
i hate when the good things in life turn into habits which turn into boring
its hard being happy all the time obviously.
i don't know. i never know.
p.s. i'm going to arienettes for thanksgiving so expect pictures without our faces but with our souls sometime soon