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21. i am changing every day. every day i could think of more things to write on lists like this, every month i could take things off this list when they don't apply to me anymore. such is the way of being a teenager, i guess.

22. the secret to my happiness: i always have something to look forward too. if its nothing exciting like... field trip i find something. theres always something (like double theatre blocks or its a good TV night) and if there isn't, i make something. for an instance, putting curlers in my hair. this sounds really, really shallow and superficial, but i am excited in the morning to wake up and see what it looks like. or i write on my friends fb walls so i get to look forward to their responses, silly things like that. eventually, i am just happy, and i look forward to continuing to be happy, and i am grateful for being happy, and it all fuels itself in a general state of well being. some people might think i'm not "savouring" my time by always looking forward but... if i am happy how am i not savouring my time? (it should be noted though, nothing tragic has ever really happened to me while i was old enough to understand the impact of it. this probably has a lot to do with it)

23. i wish i could personally give every musician that i steal music from via the internet money.

24. me and my dad bond over the l word, lost, boston legal and hockey games.

25. i don't find it that hard to write about myself. a lot of people do, but i find it theraputic.

love you all,
b.

(photo from knight cat)

11.) i finally cleaned my room, it's nice.
12.) today in english i was the only one who knew who salvador dali was.
13.) i wish i could open an ebay and etsy shop but i don't have a credit card ;-;
14.) people on flickr are rude.
15.) i'm not sure what i want to do with my life, but i know i want it to include photography and possibly science (biology)
16.) my room is entirely made up of books. they are everywhere.
17.) i use toner on my face over 10x a day.. not good.
18.) i instantly loved almost all the people in breezy and my acting class today.
19.) i OM NOM NOM on nibs too much.
20.) i love lists.

numba two (only five)

hey guys, quick post just to do five more of my about me's(one). wooooordddddd. i also felt the need to add a mediocre picture of myself in the mix, taken while breezy was having bonding time with daddy.
11.) i am very rude, it's unreal. sometimes the things i say are terrible, and it's too late to take it back.
12.) i lie so much. honestly. it's ridiculous. the words coming out of my mouth aren't even remotely true. i have no idea where it all comes from.
13.) while i lie, mostly to those i don't trust, i am honest, and share things with those i love even if it's embarrassing. (i probably share a little bit too much at times to be perfectly honest, oh there i go again)
14.) doing this in smaller portions is going too fast.
15.) i used to play flute and guitar, but quit. it was fun, and i loved it a lotta lotta.
bye guys!! i'll do the rest soon xx ariririririririririririenetteeee

because i'm a copycat, pt. 1 1-10

i do everything arienette does basically. she's my muse~

1. i've had 3 or 4 concussions in my life. i fall headfirst/get hit in the head a lot. i'd like to say that this also applies in some metaphorical way where i'm really exciting and fearless but i'm not. i'm quite sedimentary and cowardly.

2. "i like myself, i like my face, i'm smart, i'm loud, i like to act" not my words but is dissapointingly true. i am incredibly self-absorbed and vain. i also interrupt people a lot, its a serious problem i'm trying to fix no joke. i only half-sarcastic.

3. i am so so awful at conversations when i don't know people. i'm either awkward as fuck and don't say anything or i'm really really fake and high pitched and squeaky wide-eyed. sometimes i get really ridiculously nice/happy to people i've never met before (like servers in a restaurant or something or on the phone)

4. i can talk for hours though if you're my friend. just as airy. my mouth likes to make sounds before my mind makes thoughts. i can type a lot too, in fragments, where you one sentence takes up about enter button presses. i blame it on my old friend LM who typed this way who i used to talk to alllll the time.

5. i get bored with life really easily. i do better when i have little projects with goals that i can reach and feel satisfied for about a day then move onto something new.

6. i'm not very good at goodbyes either. i hate things that are final and complete. i change my mind a lot, or at least i like the comfort of being able to change my mind.

7. i come from a family of hippies. compared to them, i am a square born-again christian republican (i'm not jsyk!!). its okay though, its my way of ~rebelling.

8. too much lemon juice gives me hives on my elbows and knees. who knows why. i'm also convinced i'm semi-allergic to aspratame.

9. i play a lot of tetris. this is a new development in my life.

10. up until very recently my desktop background was always a picture of space. right now its http://www.flickr.com/photos/poisonoak/3206872551/ this picture that airy took.

10-20 coming to a blog near you!

xo
b.

tagged number one

i got tagged by like a million friends (and my mom) on facebook to share 25 things about myself(i'm sure you know a lot of these already, so i'll try to be original) . i actually really like making lists, so this should be fun. please do it if i tag you!!
1.) right now my room is messy and it's very hard to deal with. i usually clean it every sunday out of habit, but i didn't this weekend because i wanted to see if i could do it(obviously i could not). (one of my friends mocks my habit, and says things like "oh my god you are so messy, that is so bad")
2.) i love my cat a ridiculous amount.
3.) conor oberst is my main man. (no, really) but if this falls through i would also settle for jeremy piven (i'm aware that he's twenty seven years older than me(which is in fact older than my mother), but we have the same birthday OKAY?), gabe nevins in paranoid park (but only on certain angles and if he didn't talk) or, maybe just one of my friends (who will not be named but knows who he is. because we've talked about getting married before..)
4.) the above picture of mary-kate olsen is my favourite of her, i love that whole nylon shoot. i'm seriously one of her biggest fans EVER.
5.) i've decided against going to formal this year.
6.) i love photography with a wordless passion.
7.) biology is one of my favourite subjects, and i realized that this year while cutting open animals soaked in formaldahyde.
8.) the future scares me.
9.) shit is going down at my school right now.. intense shit.
10.) this is getting to be really long, so it's going to be small fonted and probably put into three parts... the third part will have the tagging.

love you all, sorry for the ridiculous amount of text, i know usually it's more picture oriented here.

this photo was taken last summer. same day as this. a few things about me:

1. i think too much
2. i wear a ring on the top of my left index finger
   
3. often i don't get along with my only parent, my mother.
4. i think i like dissections too much (possible career?)
5. one of my closest is three years younger than me, while another is nearly ten years older than me.
6. i'm terrified of presenting to my drama teacher the idea of the play i want to do for directing 12 (i've yet to find the play).

what about you? (breezy this includes you) -arienette.

legless love

forest family

today was not that interesting. here is what i did:

• woke up after very little sleep (probably like.. 5 at most)
  
• checked to see if texting was working
• remembered that a friend and i are fighting (;-;)
• got dressed, checked blogs, live journal.. etc.. caught bus to school
• saw breezy very briefly (and gave her her present!)
  
• almost smacked some bitches
  
• found out we started with math instead of biology (;-;)
• texting was working so i did that off and on all day with SB
• almost smacked some bitches
  
• fought with ex-friend
• sent a friend a text that asked "where are my hunk nuts"
  
• worked on a lame power point presentation
• dissected the fuck out of a toad.. i will try to post the video, it's amazing
  
• sad because it was the last dissection of the class
• almost smacked some bitches
• came home
• discovered this designer (i think i'm in love)(i will do a post later tonight for those without lj)
• don't hate my life as much as before..

talk to all of you later!!

i feel dizzy

you won't be able to read it, but you can sure click it to enlarge. even though i usually love winter so so much, i find myself wishing it was summer again just so i can be busy. so i made a playlist of songs that were played nonstop over the summer or that just reminded me of summer. breezy is the top song, by conor and the mystic valley band live at 400 bar, it oozes memories. others include modest mouse, the brian jonestown massacre, and all the holy fuck my itunes can handle. ps peeps, i am getting sick (stupid blond friend, i'm not naming any names) so even though i can't really afford to miss school (exams the week after this one), i may be making numerous posts a day out of boredom/death. xx

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i want to say faking fashion or foto decadent

hey guys, just a quick post to address a few things..
1.) b i seriously hope you are getting some sleep, cause if we both aren't we will kill each other.
2.) i am having an extra late christmas today with my aunt and mom!
3.) i would like to own these.
4.) my cat is cute.
5.) my mom does not know how to answer the phone apparently because it's been ringing off the hook...(insert be being annoyed here)
6.) true love will find you in the end.
6.) do you think unfocused/blurred/foggy photographs are meaningless? (i've heard things)(i am pro-blur/fog)
7.) there was two sixes.
edit: 8.) how fucking awesome are these? the answer is VERY.

have a good last day of the weekend people!!

another edit: i just watched the wackness, and if you haven't seen it WATCH IT RIGHT NOW. later i plan on watching paranoid park.